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I posted last time that we were moving. Well, we did and it is good but not like we had hoped. Money is gone and finding a job has taken a lot longer than we had planned. At least for this month we have a roof over our heads. I have found a job and my first day was today. I have this feeling that even if I don't like it I am going to have to stick with it, because we can't afford for me not too. I am Scared. I am trying my hardest to not let anyone see that. I don't want my husband and kids to see that mom's faith at this point is SHAKEN. I know how holds my tomorrow and I know who holds my hand. Everything in me is screaming to just hold on but my head is having a hard time catching on to that. I need to read a few more verses on faith.
I BELIEVE LORD, HELP MY UNBELIEF.