Thursday, January 08, 2009

What to do?

Have you ever found yourself at a time in your life where everything seems not bad but not exceptionally good either? I am Blessed. I have a marriage that is filled with love and kind words. Never is there an argument. I have 2 children that are healthy and have been since the day they were born. I love them to death no matter what they do or get themselves into. So, I don't know why I feel the way that I do. I was talking with my husband the other night and letting him know everything that I was feeling. I just feel "lost". In my mind I can see myself standing and all around me I see land and nothing else. No people, no animals just nothing. I don't even seem to be able to find God. I know that He is there. He said in His word He would never leave us or forsake us. I believe that with all my heart. I heard a preacher say once that if we don't see God then think of the last time that you saw Him and see if you left Him behind or if He turned wanting you to follow and you didn't. I am trying that but still nothing. What to do?