Dribble

If you are thirsty what do you do? I go to the kitchen get my cup, put some ice in it and then put some form of liquid in it. Now, let's speak of the spiritual nature. If you are thirsty what do you do? I have been thirsty for a while now and everything I am doing does not seem to work. I am reading even though it seems to be a chore. Praying doesn't seem to be doing it either. I seem lost in a world where everyone knows where they are going and how they are going to get there. I don't know what I need, where to go, or what to do. I will figure it out with God's help. Nothing is impossible with God.

Me

I am nothing. I realize that this world does not revolve around me. No one really cares what I think. They ask just to be polite. And to be truthfull, I am okay with that. It keeps one humble, so to speak. I can't help but think, what God must see when He looks down at me. I am nothing special. I am cracked and broken. I have so many flaws that not even a drop of water will I hold. How can I help the thirsty in this world if I myself am thirsty. I don't even know if I remember how to worship with my whole heart. I assume it is like riding a bike, but I don't know. I guess I will find out this evening.

Long Time

I got to looking and I have not posted anything in a very very very long time. I got to thinking that I haven't really spent anytime with God in a very very very long time either. Then I remembered something I said in a previous blog. To make a marriage work you need to spend time fine tuning it and making sure that you spend time talking and things like that. The same can be said with a relationship with God. You must make time. God will not force you. You have free will and God will not take over that. It is your chose whether you make the time or not. I here recently have not made that chose. I don't know what my deal is. I really enjoy time with God. But, here lately I have decided that life is just too complicated and I really don't have time. Then I got to thinking, what if God said "You know I really don't have time right now. I have all these other things to do." What kind of predicament would I be in then. There are some things that I need to change and this weekend seems like a good time for that. Actually a month ago seemed like a good time for that. I am just a month behind i suppose.