Dribble

If you are thirsty what do you do? I go to the kitchen get my cup, put some ice in it and then put some form of liquid in it. Now, let's speak of the spiritual nature. If you are thirsty what do you do? I have been thirsty for a while now and everything I am doing does not seem to work. I am reading even though it seems to be a chore. Praying doesn't seem to be doing it either. I seem lost in a world where everyone knows where they are going and how they are going to get there. I don't know what I need, where to go, or what to do. I will figure it out with God's help. Nothing is impossible with God.

Me

I am nothing. I realize that this world does not revolve around me. No one really cares what I think. They ask just to be polite. And to be truthfull, I am okay with that. It keeps one humble, so to speak. I can't help but think, what God must see when He looks down at me. I am nothing special. I am cracked and broken. I have so many flaws that not even a drop of water will I hold. How can I help the thirsty in this world if I myself am thirsty. I don't even know if I remember how to worship with my whole heart. I assume it is like riding a bike, but I don't know. I guess I will find out this evening.